My head is spinning and I cant stop crying. I cant help but feel this is my fault, their early deliver, vaccines, processed food, chemical in toys. Everything is so wrong in our lives, Dh is laid off, we are both having trouble finding a job, our saving is nearly gone and now my baby. I dont understand! I dont understand why my family is being punished by God. In less than a year our lives have fallen apart. I know I am supposed to be strong here but I feel like curling up in ball

I really dont know where to start, if anyone could send me in the right direction, I would really appreciate it.

BBG 6/21/06