I was told yesterday that my Beta levels aren't doubling the last time checked. They said not to worry. That we will know more on Friday when I go in for ultrasound. I am so disheartened. I've been crying all morning. I don't know what to think. Do any of you know if a pregnancy will terminate due to this or do I still have hope?

You know that friend actually emailed me back pretty pissed off and told me that she was concerned about me having a baby so soon after my loss and she didn't understand why I would bring a baby into this world when I'm still grieving (I'm so glad she is out of my life).

Yes, I'm still hurting so much over the loss of my precious babies but the hope that this pregnancy has brought me has really helped. And now I feel so hopeless again. I'm trying so hard to think positively. I'm seven weeks three days and If I'm going to lose this baby I hope its happens soon. I don't think I can go through another burial. Please pray for me.

Raquel
Mom to triplet angels: Sophia, Steven Jr. & Xavier b/d 25w4d (11/26/06, & Sweet baby Joseph (11/14/07-11/14/07)
Eliana Grace-God has answered
Born 4/03/09