Amanda,

I am so so sorry for your loss. I only briefly felt the pain of losing one with two surviors. And for those three days after Sophia passed away, my mind reeled with thoughts of raising two without her. After losing all three, all I know is I would give anything to have been able to have just one with me today. The loss you feel is so great and painful and I am so sorry that you know this pain. Please take care of yourself. Do what you need to do to grieve and morn. All we can do is take it one day at a time. I'm currently pregnant and terrified. There is no getting around the fear. I try to just let go and remind myself that I am not in control. I pray that God will sustain you and comfort you. Being with family and friends helps. Please let others help you as much as possible and be kind to yourself. God bless and know that you are not alone. We are here for you. Big hug,

Raquel
Mom to triplet angels: Sophia, Steven Jr. & Xavier b/d 25w4d (11/26/06, & Sweet baby Joseph (11/14/07-11/14/07)
Eliana Grace-God has answered
Born 4/03/09