Despite four doses of medication to stop contractions, I delivered my trio on Sunday Nov 4 . Alex Joseph was 1.2, his twin Brennan Tyler was 1.1, and Christain Jacob was 2.5. Less than 12 hrs after he was born we lost our little Alex. Christain gave us a scare on tues when he developed a massive brain bleed on one side and then the other. He was not expected to make through the day. My surviving boys are a week old today and they are putting on some weight. They have been classified as feisty. I am so scared that we may still lose one or both of them. I feel like I failed them because their placenta was bad and I was unable to protect them. The day after Alex died another set trips were born adn it made my heart ache because my boys should have been that big.

I see many of you also delivered early as well and have survivors. If you can please tell me how you coped with having them in the hospital and I how they did. I need to know how to deal with the nurses that I want to strangle. I will post on the other board I just need as much hope as I can get. Brennan is just so tiny. I know there will be ups and downs. Christain is on the c-vap again and breathing on his own for the most part.

^Alex Joseph^
Brennan Tyler
Christain Jacob

November 4, 26.5wks