Another try, another failure. Three tries since losing baby Joseph. I can't keep count since losing the triplets. Last Sunday at the cemetery I saw a friend's daughter (my friend's son is burried at the same cemetery) Her daughter was pregnant when I was pregnant with the triplets. She had her daughter running around with her. Steve and I just watched knowing that ours would look like her(aside from her blond hair) ours would be around her age, size, and developmental level. Two of my coworkers are having babies at work. They are both around 20weeks. They send emails to all about the sex of their babies and updates, Ughhhhhhh! I am happy for them but inside I just want to crawl under a rock. When will it stop??? When will I stop hoping? When will I stop trying? I am so sick of this! Sorry to be whinning, again! I really just don't know anymore. I feel so lost. Thanks for listening!

Raquel
Mom to triplet angels: Sophia, Steven Jr. & Xavier b/d 25w4d (11/26/06, & Sweet baby Joseph (11/14/07-11/14/07)
Eliana Grace-God has answered
Born 4/03/09