Thanks for the post, it is so hard to always wonder. I wish my mind could rest once in a while. It is nice to know that my thoughts are normal under the circumstances but I'm sorry we are both going through this. How are things going with your survivors? I find myself being completely paranoid about the two of them. I'm always afraid something could happen to them too. So many emotions... it has been such a bittersweet year.

Jessica
Mom to Parker, McKenna, ^Hadley^ born 10/9/07 28w5d
little brother Sawyer
and big sister Ashlyn
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