Keep in mind you are not a mother of twins you are a mother of triplets. We took Alex off of life support 12 hrs after birth and I still wonder if I made the right choice. I look at Bren (his Id) and realize Alex would have had a lot more problems. Your babies are surviving triplets and you do belong here. Please remember that. The hardest part about having triplets is when people ask where is the other one. I say I have on at home, one at the hospital and one in heaven. When people call them twins I get upset. When I see twin boys together I get upset. It is very hard. I hope both your babies get to come home together.

Our little angel
^Alex Joseph^ (11-4/11-5)
Brennan Matthew
Christian Jacob

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Big brother Justin 8