I'm so glad the wifi is working today. Just wanted to share that I will be delivering Eliana Grace on April 3. Thank God she is almost here. being in the hospital for 7 weeks has been torture! But well worth it, I hope! I've had so many mixed feelings. So much of this hospital stay brings back so many horrible memories and I miss my beautiful babies so much. I have this gloom and doom sensation and I am trying so hard to not let it get me. The doc asked if I wanted my tubes tied and I feel like I do but when it came down to it all I could think of is what if she doesn't make it? Then what? I'm scared that something will go wrong. I have thoughts like maybe I should wait another week!! Ughh, I know Its time to deliver and I am very happy that I will see but very scared of what could go wrong. Please keep praying for us. Thank you again for the support. I love my daughter so much!


Big hug,

Raquel
Mom to triplet angels: Sophia, Steven Jr. & Xavier b/d 25w4d (11/26/06, & Sweet baby Joseph (11/14/07-11/14/07)
Eliana Grace-God has answered
Born 4/03/09