So I have not been feeling that great physically and emotionally and tomorrow it will be 3 weeks since the girls were born. Yesterday I passed a very large clot and have been achy and nauseous and was seen by the OB today (did not want to see them but had to) who had me running around town getting bloodwork and an ultrasound (office isnt equipped to do that - thanks!). Its possible I may have to have a D&C tomorrow, I will know in the morning after docs review the radiology report in greater detail. Im so fed up with explaining my story to every Tom #### and Harry when I can barely talk about it, and also being poked and prodded after all of what happened. I know all of this is necessary and Im the one who called because I want to head off any kind of infection. Im just extremely pissed that I am yet still going through this crap when all I am trying to do is heal. I am so sore now from the internal then the trans vag ultrasound. I guess I will be reading up on the internet tonight on what a D&C entails, since I have no idea. Isnt it enough torture to have the bleeding/discharge reminder everyday? I guess not. Grrrrr....I just needed to vent. Thanks.

Nan~
In loving memory of my beautiful girls:
^Shelby Lee^, ^Megan Aimee^ and ^Lynne Barbara^,
March 6, 2009, born at 20 weeks, 0 days.
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