I haven't been on here in so long...I don't know why except that it seems especially hard right now. When we passed our Angelversary I seem to have found myself in a funk. Everything went well...almost too well, if that makes any sense? I was sooo worried that I would break down that when I didn't I feel like I somehow wasn't giving Hunter the proper respect that he deserved. Sure, there were tears and some weepy moments, but for the most part it was a good day.

I've been lurking here and so many of you have emailed/facebooked me privately to check on me and I am so very very thankful for that. Everyone here has such a special place in my heart, and I hope you guys understand even if I really don't, why I have been absent lately.

Due to our COBRA ending, I have had to get a new job. I start the 28th and am NOT looking forward to it. This is a completely new job and it will be the first time I will be meeting new people since the babies were born. How do I handle when people ask "how many kids do you have?" It's one thing when it is a perfect stranger at the mall, but these will be my coworkers...Ugh...why does everything have to be so hard.

ok, I'm rambling..but I just wanted to say hey to everyone and know that while I haven't posted, I'm still here.

Karen
Mom to Patrick, William, and our Angel Hunter
7-14-08