I don't post often, but wanted to remember my babies here on the second anniversary of their birth/death.

I wrote a letter to them on my blog that I wanted to share:
http://surprisedbyjoy.blogspot.com/2005/02/letter-to-my-precious-three.html

Forever in my heart,
Joy
Mom to ^Sarah^, ^Rachel^ & ^Noah^ (2-11-03)
also identical twins ^Ember^ and ^Emily^ (6-10-04)
Lost But Never Forgotten

Mom to ^Sarah^, ^Rachel^ & ^Noah^ (2-11-03)
also identical twins ^Ember^ and ^Emily^ (6-10-04)
Lost But Never Forgotten

Waiting on Gabriel Benjamin, due October 27,2005

Joy --
Thank you so much for sharing. There are few things and few memories I have of our loss, but I clearly remember how you stepped up and supported me and how grateful I was. I know now that you did so in honor of Sarah, Rachel and Noah, and they have every reason to be so proud of their mom who shares so much of herself and gives to others in grief.

Wishing you peace on this second birthday.

^West Rogers^, ^Keaton Edward^, ^Rebecca Joy^ 1/6/04



Missing their sister ^Maria Jose^ 4/7/04-5/10/04

Steff,

Thank you so much for remembering us. And, CONGRATS! I have followed your story and you give me inspiration! We just had a FET last Wednesday and I am praying that it will give us a baby. We won't stop trying, that is for sure.

It is such a joy to see how you have been blessed!

Thanks,
Joy

Mom to ^Sarah^, ^Rachel^ & ^Noah^ (2-11-03)
also identical twins ^Ember^ and ^Emily^ (6-10-04)
Lost But Never Forgotten

Mom to ^Sarah^, ^Rachel^ & ^Noah^ (2-11-03)
also identical twins ^Ember^ and ^Emily^ (6-10-04)
Lost But Never Forgotten

Waiting on Gabriel Benjamin, due October 27,2005

Joy, (and Steff),
I am constantly amazed at the kindness, insight and genuine concern for others that I have seen from people I have met in my journey since conceiving my triplets. You two ladies are amazing to me, while my heart goes out to you both, I also admire you for your strength in dealing with what has been dealt to you.

I have followed you, Steff, and your journey has been one of intense seddnes mixed with extreme pleasure that can do nothing but help you to live life to it's fullest the rest of your days. I say this because on a daily basis I am privvy to just how special life is, having had the experiences I have, I appreciate many of the smaller things.


And Joy. Happy birthday to your triplets. What I had time to read of your blog, you are a beautiful and amazing woman. I cried for your losses, and I am praying for success in your next cycle. I hope for everything you desire to be brought to you. You have dealt with things that would end many marriages and some people. You spoke of you and your husband's love for each other. That is a beautiful gift to have, and I pray that you are able to share that gift with a child one day.

Happy birthday in heaven to Sarah, Rachel and Noah.

Mom to:
Matt (1991) Megan (1994) and ^Eric Jr^ Levi and Vivian (2003) at 26 weeks

Thank you so much, Erika. Without my husband, I would surely be mad or inebriated somewhere. I am so grateful we have managed to make it through the grief and back to hope again.

Blessings to you,
Joy

Mom to ^Sarah^, ^Rachel^ & ^Noah^ (2-11-03)
also identical twins ^Ember^ and ^Emily^ (6-10-04)
Lost But Never Forgotten

Mom to ^Sarah^, ^Rachel^ & ^Noah^ (2-11-03)
also identical twins ^Ember^ and ^Emily^ (6-10-04)
Lost But Never Forgotten

Waiting on Gabriel Benjamin, due October 27,2005

Hi Joy,

Thank you for sharing your letter. You are one of the moms I often think of bc I have a SIL named Joy. I send (((hugs))) to you today (a day late, I'm sorry) and wishes for grace to surround you from your angels, Sarah, Rachel, and Noah.

I pray for you and for your husband, too, that your journey to parenthood here on earth comes soon for you. I know you have many cyber-cheerleaders sending thoughts of strength to you.

I am so sorry for your loss.

Marie

Marie

Joy,

Thank you for sharing your lovely letter. I am sorry for your losses, and inspired by your expression of love.

Michelle
Cooper Santiago (Baby Boy A) & Carson Javier (Baby Boy B) - 28wks/6d
Baby Boy C - our beloved angel 18wks/5days

http://lilypie.com>

Thank you again to you all. I appreciate your thoughts and prayers and for sharing in our memorial.

With gratitude,
Joy

Mom to ^Sarah^, ^Rachel^ & ^Noah^ (2-11-03)
also identical twins ^Ember^ and ^Emily^ (6-10-04)
Lost But Never Forgotten

Mom to ^Sarah^, ^Rachel^ & ^Noah^ (2-11-03)
also identical twins ^Ember^ and ^Emily^ (6-10-04)
Lost But Never Forgotten

Waiting on Gabriel Benjamin, due October 27,2005

Joy:

Thank you, so much, for sharing your loss and your love for your triplets, with all of us. I've left you a post on your BLOG.

Cat w/3 Kittens
Caidan, Carina and Caeleigh
born at 31 weeks, 1/8/04.

It is better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all. In memory of Carina, who was greatly loved.

Caeleigh and Caidan are on the move!! My triplets are
http://lilypie.com>

Cat w/3 Kittens
Caidan, Carina and Caeleigh
Born at 31 weeks, 1/8/04.