As I lay in bed, I keep thinking of my little boy whose water broke at probably around 14 weeks, by 16 weeks when they determined there was no water in his sac my poor baby was already suffering. At almost 19 weeks I delivered our son. Nov. 14, 2007 almost a year to the date of giving birth to our triplets. I don't know why God allowed us to suffer another loss and if I was to lose another why wait till my baby was 19 weeks. He was perfect. All his fingers, toes, eye lashes, and perfect little lips. He was the size of a water bottle. He was precious. My third son, I love you and wish you were here with us. looking back I just don't understand what went wrong. They said, my triplets were born early because of the high risk of triplets and that having just one should be with out problems. Boy were they wrong. After four losses I feel like they are finally treating me as they should have with my triplets. This day brings up so much anger and pain. My tears are for my babies and my arms ache for them. The past three years have been so painful. I've been crying so much that I got sick. I know its not good for this baby so I'm going to try and distract myself. But I so want to remember my little one that I should have with me. I love you baby Joseph.

Raquel
Mom to triplet angels: Sophia, Steven Jr. & Xavier b/d 25w4d (11/26/06, & Sweet baby Joseph (11/14/07-11/14/07)
Eliana Grace-God has answered
Born 4/03/09

so so so sorry, Raquel. hang in there, hon.

I'm glad you're feeling like your docs are more responsive and proactive this time. I feel for you and I'm praying all goes well this time...

Happy Birthday Little Baby Joseph


Erika

Mom to:
Matt (1991) Megan (1994) and ^Eric Jr^ Levi and Vivian (2003) at 26 weeks
http://survivingtripletsandteens.blogspot.com

I like to think that Joseph and Alex are up there playing with each other. His b-day would have been the 4th. I miss him alot. I am so sorry for you losses. You and your little one are always in my thoughts.

Our little angel
^Alex Joseph^ (11-4/11-5)
Brennan Matthew
Christian Jacob

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Big brother Justin 8

Raquel,
I am so sorry for all of the pain and loss you have been through. I can hear the aching in your post. I hope today is a little easier than yesterday and am so glad you feel you are receiving the care you need this time.
Thinking of you,

Jessica
Mom to Parker, McKenna, ^Hadley^ born 10/9/07 28w5d
little brother Sawyer
and big sister Ashlyn
www.fourplusanangel.com

Hey, sweetie. ((((((((((hugs))))))))))

How far along are you now with the wee one? Please try to distract yourself and stay happy. Now that this anniversary is past, things should be better again. Aren't anniversaries the pits??

You remain in my prayers.

Cat w/3 Kittens
Caidan, Carina and Caeleigh
Born at 31 weeks, 1/8/04.
It is better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all. In memory of Carina, who was greatly loved.

http://b3.lilypie.com/bDA

I'm so sorry. I hear the aching in your words and can only say that my arms ache for my baby girl too. Crying alongside you tonight.

Keira
mom to Avery, Lily, and angel Zoe