I'm not sure if any of you have seen this but it is a beautiful presentation that I watch from time to time. I cry through every minute of it but it is comforting at the same time. Don't watch unless you are ready for a good cry:
http://www.ispokewithmychild.com/

Jessica
Mom to Parker, McKenna, ^Hadley^ born 10/9/07 28w5d
little brother Sawyer
and big sister Ashlyn
www.fourplusanangel.com

Jessica,

Thanks for sharing this website even though it was very diffult to watch. I have watched it several times and cried a lot. It's amazing that you posted this because I was going to pose the question if anyone has seen their babies in their dreams? I pray all of the time but I haven't seen Benjamin in my dreams although I think I feel him other ways. does that sound strange? I knew someone that lost an older daughter and she had seen her in her dreams she told me that it would take time, but for me it's been almost four years. I will just keep praying....

Dana

Jacob, Olivia, Benjamin
30 weeks 1 day

I haven't watched it yet because I'm not in the mood to cry right now! I've seen my daughter Caitlin once in my dreams, though it wasn't a necessarily pleasant one - I was shaking her in the recovery room, begging her to start breathing. Hopefully, I'll have better ones some day!

Sometimes, though, when I look at her sister Julia (they were identical), I can see Caitlin. Not, "oh, this is what she would have looked like," but it seems like it's not Julia for a second. I think that Julia can see her. I was feeding her the other night, and all of a sudden she got really calm, and looked straight ahead of her - like she was focused on something, and not her usual stare ahead at nothing - and just kept smiling, and reaching her hand forward like she was trying to touch something. It's probably just wishful silly thinking.

Amy
Julia Evelyn, 2 lbs, 15 oz
^Caitlin Elizabeth^, 3 lbs, 3 oz (died one day prior to delivery due to complications of an encephalocele)
Gabrielle Rose, 3 lbs, 6 oz

OMG Amy, I have tears just running down my face. That is so beautiful. I have only had one dream of Hunter and I really don't remember it but my DH woke me up because I was crying and I yelled at him because he woke me up. Then I lost it again because he was gone.


I haven't been able to watch the video. Just can't right now. Hunter and Patrick were ID's so I often look at him and say..."what if". Then the tears come again...

Karen
Mom to Patrick, William, and our Angel Hunter
7-14-08

Thanks for sharing, I look forward to when I have the strength to watch this. My little angel Ari was an identical also and I find myself crying in the NICU holding his brother Alex, thinking of Ari and what might have been. Here I am tearing up again.

Amy, I don't think that is silly thinking at all. I'd like to think our babies have a connection with their angel sisters and brothers. My only dream of Ari was an awful one too...I look forward to meeting him in my dreams.

I wish we were in the same location so we could meet. No one else seems to understand.

Heather
Mom to Alex, ^Ari^ and Zoi born 2-26-09 at 34.2 weeks

My eyes are already puffy and red so I figured I watch it anyway! Just beautiful hon, thanks for sharing it. xo Nan

Nan~
In loving memory of my beautiful girls:
^Shelby Lee^, ^Megan Aimee^ and ^Lynne Barbara^,
March 6, 2009, born at 20 weeks, 0 days.
http://rememberingourtripletangels.blogspot.com/
http://forumforgrievingdads.com/

Thanks for posting this link. Yes, I should have heeded the warning about the crying...I made it about six frames in and realized I was going to have to save a full viewing for another time and a lot of tissues.

Allison

Mom to:
Madeline 09/2001
Jack, Evan & ^Alex^ 03/02/2008 @ 26 weeks