Getting worried about you, haven't heard from you in three weeks, I hope all is ok hon. Thinking of you. xoxo Nan

Nan~
In loving memory of my beautiful girls:
^Shelby Lee^, ^Megan Aimee^ and ^Lynne Barbara^,
March 6, 2009, born at 20 weeks, 0 days.
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http://forumforgrievingdads.com/

me too...thinking of you.

Rachel - mother of four...forever
^Jaxon^ (3/2/07-5/29/07)
^Courtney^ (3/2/07-3/8/07)
^Colin^ (3/2/07-3/8/07)
23 weeks 6 days
www.tripletbutterflywings.blogspot.com
www.themcconathys.blogspot.com
Kenzington Rae 12/26/08
Born at 36 weeks after 5 months of

I'm really down right now. You know, the "wanting to quit" down. Everything is hitting me hard right now. I'm finishing up preparing for the trial and the defense is so terrifically ugly. The trial got continued, but I'm hopeful that it goes forward in August. I need for this to be over and done.

If you have room on your list and in your heart, prayers for strength and courage and wisdom and focus will be greatly appreciated. Oh, and a few more arms and about eight hours more in each day wouldn't hurt either.

I love you all and miss you. I'm simply too busy and too tired to crawl online by the time I get home. Oh, and depression doesn't help anything, does it??

Thanks for calling out for me. It makes me feel loved somehow, and that is the best feeling ever. I really miss that feeling sometimes, and I feel so guilty about drinking it up from my children so greedily.

Things have got to get better.

Cat w/3 Kittens
Caidan, Carina and Caeleigh
Born at 31 weeks, 1/8/04.
It is better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all. In memory of Carina, who was greatly loved.

http://b3.lilypie.com/bDA

"Things have got to get better."

And they will, probably once this trial has closed, so you have to hang in there and not quit! Its an added stress on you and I can tell its seriously taking its toll, but you have come too far to back down now. Think of the trial continuation as more time for you to prepare, get help, and load your guns to blow them away!

We miss and love you too, all of us are thinking of you and praying for you. I am so glad to hear from you even if you are tired and feel beaten.

Remember...you are strong, you are loved, you are most definitely one of the kindest souls I have ever met, and you deserve peace and justice.

Lots of hugs - please keep us posted when you can and let us know if you need anything at all. xoxo Nan

Nan~
In loving memory of my beautiful girls:
^Shelby Lee^, ^Megan Aimee^ and ^Lynne Barbara^,
March 6, 2009, born at 20 weeks, 0 days.
http://rememberingourtripletangels.blogspot.com/
http://forumforgrievingdads.com/

I've been praying for God to give you stamina. You can do it and if anyone can its you. You are so strong. I wish for you what you have given to so many, support and love and encouragement. God bless.

Raquel
Mom to triplet angels: Sophia, Steven Jr. & Xavier b/d 25w4d (11/26/06, & Sweet baby Joseph (11/14/07-11/14/07)
Eliana Grace-God has answered
Born 4/03/09

You are very loved! You are the reason I've been logging in here the last couple of weeks...to see how you are. Hang in there, surely it will get better.
Love,
Heather
Mom to Alex, ^Ari^ and Zoi